I sometimes wonder if she holds a bit of disdain for poor L for “ruining” her body. I think pre L she was feeling herself hard. I guess she didn’t account for her body’s natural changes after 12 years. There was no way she was going to “bounce back” the way she did after B in her late 30s vs her 20s. It’s totally normal and expected. Then she didn’t lose the weight fast enough, which again, late 30s. It doesn’t fall off anymore!