brought back very dark memories
Another rail, another hour
the Sunday scarries is real, it can hurt you.
Revenge bedtime syndrome. It’s legit.
Source: it’s 4 am right now
When sleep changes from an escape from depression to just a timeskip to more of it
It’s past 10 am and I’m yet to go to bed
Being awake at night is a very nice time of peace. No responsibilities, noone wants something from you, you can just be in the crushing silence of your own thoughts
Instead let’s stay here till 2:30a playing dumb video game, become sleep deprived, and hate my entire existence in the morning even more than I already did
That’s a problem for tomorrow’s me! Me right now wants to cling to whatever little free time he gets.
You see, if you stay up until 3-4am you get to take part in this secret extra “day” without demands or interruptions that no one else knows about; which everyone just sleeps through 'cause they’re dumb and myopic.
The rumors that the alarm will go off at the regular time and there are negative consequences of sleeping for less than 4 hours are entirely unfounded and, frankly, hurtful
It’s called revenge bedtime procrastination
But then I have a free morning! Ive been awake since 7am on my phone and it’s now 10 30 and I’m still in bed, unbothered lol
I better not play games else I won’t get to bed until 4am. I’ll watch YouTube/tiktok instead because it has lots of stopping points and I can pause it.
Not me watching YouTube/tiktok videos until 4am
