I want say with as much empathy as possible: time to examine yourself. Why are you pissing people off so much, and seemingly irreparably?

If this is a serious post, my advice would be to consult someone you trust who cares about you. Then believe them.

Then, after working on it, go find a job working with ex-military guys.

If it’s not serious, sorry my over-caring ass fell for it and still have a good one if you can.