I can see myself in this post and I don’t like it.

I mean, I do have some sort of consistent progress, but it’s neither efficient or fast.

When I was in junior high there was a project that was worth half my grade that was announced on day 1 and due at the end of the semester. I waited until an hour before it was due to start working on it. I got an A. I can only imagine what I could have done if I had worked on it consistently throughout the semester like a normal person.