I’m not sure my comment will be federated (server issues, apparently), but I wanna write it down anyway…

Before christmas, my therapist revealed towards the end of session that she had received my ADHD test results, but since we had other, more pressing stuff to go over in that session, she decided to not open them then and only disclosed that she had them for transparency reasons (which I appreciate a lot).

However, tomorrow is the next session, so we are likely to discuss it. I’m very torn on what outcome I should or can expect and what effect either will have on me, so I’m desperately curious and slightly terrified all at once…

The only thing I can keep telling myself is that it doesn’t really matter, since my main task will still be to find ways to manage life with the brain I have, and move towards self-acceptance, but DAMN, a clear idea of what way to go would be very helpful for that task.